How I Can't Get Things Done While Doing a Lot of Things

Şubat 13, 2024

It's basically because I have ADHD. The End.

Here is the longer version:

I get excited about a movie or a game and decide to make a sculpture of the main character. I immediately start without planning because I'm who I am. Without a plan or a sketch or measurements etc. after a while I have a rough sculpture and I realize the arms are too long or the neck is too short. So, I break it and remake some of the parts. Also, there is this feeling that I have to make it perfect because I know I'm going to post pictures of it and I want to be proud of it. I also tend to see all the imperfections because this is how you get better at art. You see the things that aren't good enough and you make them better, in the end you get better. With all these combined, months pass and I still can't finish it. Then, I decide to have a break because working on the same sculpture for months is frustrating. I start another sculpture that would be done quickly to make myself feel better. After that one finishes, I remember a project that I thought of before and never started. Why not do it now? Isn't it perfect timing? I finish that one too. After all that, it's time to get back to the first one and all I can think of is it's been months and I haven't finished it yet. I forget all about the things I've done in the meantime. So, I decided to write a blog about the things I did once in while to appreciate myself.

In this story, the main character is Travis. Travis is the robot behind Game Tester. He is our boss and he pays us taters when we work on a game test. We prefer to get paid by taters by the way because it's our main food source.

Travis is almost complete. Just some details are left and then I'm going to paint it. I'm so close!


After getting frustrated about Travis, I decided to make a Meep sculpture as a present to myself. Meep is a character from the game Oxygen Not Included. I have 2K+ gameplay time if you don't know already.
Meep had a photoshoot the other day to show his glory with his single eyebrow.


I also made an incense burner for the coil incenses I have. For some reason, other than me being cheap, I didn't want to buy one. I can't buy things like that anymore because I can make them.


I also draw a sketch for a watercolor painting I'm going to make for my husband. So, it's not that I sit on my ass all the time, you judgmental person inside my head! I get things done!


Cya!

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